pathetic and longing for something within.
i try my best to fake my way through their tests.
i try my best to regain their love and trust.
im trying to fight for the things that i have left. pushing myself past my own limits.
but my attemps are pathetic.
and im still longing for something within.

im paying my sins and fighting to win you back.
ive lost you many times before.
my earlier attemps at saving failed, due to my faults.
my majior defects almost caused him his life.
and its ALL my fault.
im trying my best to win this innocense back.
im paying my sins and fighting to win you back.

finally,my imperfections.
my reason for my suicidal thoughts.
my reason for sobbing until exhaustion
my reason for torturing myself to no end.
my reason for trying to kill myself without him knowing.
my reason for cutting myself until unconsiousness graces me.
finally i utter my imperfections to the world..and mainly..to him.