This poem, and journal is dedicated to someone...
Sure that you know who are.



You're breaking my heart
and i don't deserve this
i can't help but wonder
what caused this
you know that...
i'd never lie to you
you mean far too much to me for that
and i'd hate to lose you like this
hell, i'd hate to lose you period.
you've left me alone,
and that hurts...alot.
you said... you wouldn't leave..
you said...you'd be there..
was that a lie to me?
now all i can do
is sit home and drown in my tears
all i can do
is think of you
all i can do
is blame myself
for not being good enough
so let me say this much,
i'm sorry..for what
i've wronged you for.
whatever false action
that i've done unto you
let me atleast fix
so you could atleast
stop avoiding me..
i don't believe that's
an reasonable remedy..
now sit there and think..
about what you're actually doing to me
because it's not right in the least
do you like the fact
that you're hurting me?
do you like that fact
that you make me
feel alone in this place?
do you like the fact
that you make me wanna just..
go ahead and off myself
because i feel regretful and horrible
for hurting the greatest man..
that i've ever met..

Do you like the fact that..
You're breaking my heart.







"Author's note"

If you chose to ignore me, fine then.
but atleast have an actual reason, otherwise, using false accusations is just.. cruel.
You honestly don't know how much that you really mean to me Jordan.
And when you do things like this, it's hurts deeply.
I'm gonig through alot okay? and you doing this isn't helping.
You honestly don't know me, so when you say that I'm lying, about my own goddamn lifestyle, you're wrong.
So don't go on, calling me a liar when you don't even know what you're talking about.
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(By the way guys, sorry if theres any typo's or spelling mistakes.
It's damned hard trying to type ina brace, and through tears...)